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ᴄᴀᴛʀᴀ ʀᴀɪɴʙᴏᴡꜰɪꜱᴛ-ᴍᴇᴏᴡᴍᴇᴏᴡ ([info]hisses) wrote in [info]valloic,
@ 2023-04-06 15:26:00

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Entry tags:!: journal post, she-ra: adora, she-ra: catra, ~plot: future vallo

2033 ADORA (earlier in the day)

[this doodle is scribbled on a page, with a bunch of other little drawings.]

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[info]firstone
2023-04-06 08:41 pm UTC (link)
I'll never get tired of seeing you draw.

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[info]hisses
2023-04-06 08:45 pm UTC (link)
You tell me that all the time, even now.

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[info]firstone
2023-04-06 08:49 pm UTC (link)
Most things haven't changed in that respect.

Are you okay, sweetheart?

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[info]hisses
2023-04-06 08:53 pm UTC (link)
I don't know. Stupid anxious, I guess? I don't like you being out on Big Battles without me, and Melog went along with you. Her?? Whatever, you know what I mean. It's just me and Clawdeen right now.

You?

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[info]firstone
2023-04-06 08:58 pm UTC (link)
I know what you mean. You never liked me being out on my own. I wore that earpiece out on patrol until it gave me an ear infection.

Same, I guess. You - my you - decided to go out and fight. I begged her not to, but she did, and all I can really do is hope this crazy plan is actually going to work. I'm not alone, though, I've got all the kids with me. They're playing Sorry right now.

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[info]hisses
2023-04-06 09:07 pm UTC (link)
Maybe you should have cleaned your earpiece, AdOrAAA.

I mean, are you really surprised? If I could right now, I would be out there too. I almost thought about making you stay but you know you've never really listened to me about that kind of thing most of the time.

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[info]firstone
2023-04-06 09:48 pm UTC (link)
I cleaned it! After that. You should probably remind me to clean it more often.

I know. And now this is what I get, you running off on me without listening.

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[info]hisses
2023-04-06 10:06 pm UTC (link)
It’s now a sticky note on the fridge because that’s your favorite stop on Darla.

Huh. What a way to come full circle over something so supremely shitty. She’ll come back fine, though. Remember the time we crawled out of reality collapsing on itself out of spite? I hope I’m going into that fight with those vibes.

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[info]firstone
2023-04-06 10:44 pm UTC (link)
You said you were going because you love me, and you love Finn, and you promised to give us the life we wanted. That I was tired and it didn’t always have to be me.

But I didn’t want it to be you either.

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[info]hisses
2023-04-06 11:05 pm UTC (link)
God, right in the hormones I mean, one of us kinda had to go? It's not just me, it's a lot of us trying giving back hell so we can give our families a chance for something better. I'm not just going to sit back and die quietly. I'm going to be a total pain in the ass before it gets to that point like I did with Prime and laugh in his face.

Interitus is a shitty villain anyway. Not enough cleavage.

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[info]firstone
2023-04-07 01:21 am UTC (link)
I know that. I love that about you. But I guess I thought if we were going to die anyway, I didn’t want you dying somewhere I couldn’t reach you. It’s not all just on us and maybe we should fight, but part of me still isn’t sure anything will save this place.

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[info]hisses
2023-04-07 01:47 am UTC (link)
You’re giving me Adora-at-the-Heart vibes I don’t know what to And there’s a part of me that has to believe this will work, because otherwise everything we went through was for nothing, and having Finn was for nothing. But if you want to give up on that, then fine. Any version of me can fight for the both of us and prove your sad ass wrong.

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[info]firstone
2023-04-07 01:51 am UTC (link)
[…]

I’m trying. I know it doesn’t seem like it, but I don’t want to feel this way. I really do hope I’m wrong. I already gave my you permission to say told you so forever if I am.

I’m sorry. I shouldn’t put any of this on you. Any you but especially you you.

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[info]hisses
2023-04-07 01:57 am UTC (link)
I don’t mind the venting. It’s a shit situation and we’re all balls of ‘what the fuck’ and ‘oh no.’ But it does break my heart see you talk like this, and I get more why she went to fight. It’s the only thing left that she can do for you.

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[info]firstone
2023-04-07 01:59 am UTC (link)
She seems to think the same way. I don't agree, but there's no changing her mind.

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[info]hisses
2023-04-07 02:22 am UTC (link)
Good to know you still keep your habit of not listening to yourself when you say things. Not that you can listen since this is all reading and writing, but you know what I’m getting at.

Maybe future!me got soft and tries not to push, but I’m gonna tell you something: you gave up. And when you gave up in Vallo, I don’t see how we wouldn’t take it as you giving up on us and Finn. So, yeah, dumbass. Fighting is the only option.

Why do you think I chased you down at the Heart? I knew you were already giving up, and I was doing everything I could to give you a reason not to. Maybe I’m not enough ten years down the line but holy shit, Finn should at least be.

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[info]firstone
2023-04-07 02:31 am UTC (link)
You're right. I gave up on Vallo. I gave up on a place that has done nothing but hurt all of us for years, and I don't know how to get past that when it's still happening. But at least in my mind, I never considered giving up on Vallo to mean I'd given up on you or Finn, or any of the rest of the people we consider family.

You will always be enough. Finn will always be enough. In any timeline, in any universe. Maybe I'm a dumbass, maybe I'm delusional and don't hear myself, but that has never changed.

I really didn't mean to stress you out with this stuff. Cuddle with Clawdeen and put on Bluey. You might as well get used to it now. You'll be seeing a lot of it during Finn's toddler years.

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[info]hisses
2023-04-07 02:46 am UTC (link)
The words are nice on paper but if you're saying that and also saying 'nothing can save this place, what's the point' then they just stop feeling genuine. It sucks, actually.

You're not stressing me out more than I already am. I'm just re-organizing this nursery for the fifth time while scribbling at you. It's therapeutic.

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[info]firstone
2023-04-07 02:49 am UTC (link)
I'm sorry. I never meant to do that, especially not to you. I love you, and I just wanted something nice for us again.

You can scribble at me all you want. How many times have you folded Finn's clothes in the past two weeks?

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[info]hisses
2023-04-07 03:04 am UTC (link)
Sometimes we're just going to have to keep fighting for nice things. And I know fighting for those things with you is easier than fighting for them without you.

I go back and forth between wanting to fold and wanting to put them all on hangers, but I think I'm going to decide on the hangers since it's easier to see and I have these little tabs that keeps it all separated by age. They're also getting colored-coded. And then sorted out by season. Also, the answer is seven.

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[info]firstone
2023-04-07 03:07 am UTC (link)
I was always a fan of the hangers, and you know I love color coding. Especially in your time. I think I was just so excited to have this huge variety of colors and be able to dress in whatever I wanted without a war in the background that I went a little crazy.

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[info]hisses
2023-04-07 03:12 am UTC (link)
Oh, I know. I have a very specific way of folding clothes that you can't always recreate, so hangers are probably best for this.


And


I'm sorry if I was harsh. I love you too. I can't pretend to even know what these last few years have been like and I just hope you're at least letting me be there for you.

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[info]firstone
2023-04-07 03:23 am UTC (link)
You don't have anything to be sorry for, honey. You're right. I gave up, and I hurt you and Finn a lot in that process. I tried not to - I still loved and love you both more than anything - but after I nearly lost you again, after what happened to Melog, now Adam?

It's just hard. But I'm not upset with you, ever.

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[info]hisses
2023-04-07 03:48 am UTC (link)
I'm not upset with you, either. I'm just... tough love, and eight months knocked up, still wanting mashed potatoes, and I guess I need you to have a little extra hope for me too.

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[info]firstone
2023-04-07 03:51 am UTC (link)
Tough love is deserved. Believe me, I’n hoping harder now than I have in a long time. And I have every intention of making this up to you, making up for all the times I shut down instead of leaning on you, assuming this all works out the way everyone wants it to.

Maybe by the end of tonight I’ll be able to promise you you won’t have to go through this.

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[info]hisses
2023-04-07 04:00 am UTC (link)
And I'm hoping I can tell you that we'll finally have some kind of life again over there.

Can I keep doodling at you until this is over?

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[info]firstone
2023-04-07 04:04 am UTC (link)
I hope you can. I love you.

Yes, please, doodle all you want. I can let the kids doodle at you too if you want.

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[info]hisses
2023-04-07 04:06 am UTC (link)
If that's the case I might actually take your advice and cuddle up into Clawdeen. Tell the brats to give me all the art.

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[info]firstone
2023-04-07 12:58 pm UTC (link)
[Behold, four pages of drawings.

1. A drawing of a Adora, Catra, and Finn sitting on Swift Wind’s back. Adora has the Sword of Protection raised in the air. Swift Wind’s wings have been very meticulously colored in as has everyone’s hair and any items of red clothing (Adora’s jacket, Catra’s shirt, and Finn’s bandana). It’s signed FINN in big block letters in the right hand corner with about six underlines under their name.

2. A very detailed pen drawing of a three-dimensional Rubik’s cube.

3. A picture of one of Clawdeen’s full grown cubs labeled ‘Clover’ and colored in green crayon. Standing next to Clover is a small person labeled ‘Me’ and a bigger person with long orange hair labeled ‘Mommy’, then one more person with a wild dark-colored mane and a couple of fangs in her smile labeled ‘Auntie Catra’.

4. A still very childish crayon drawing a big smiley sunshine with a blocky version of Supergirl standing underneath with her red cape floating out behind her.]

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[info]hisses
2023-04-07 01:45 pm UTC (link)
Tell me I stop crying over everything soon.

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[info]firstone
2023-04-07 01:48 pm UTC (link)
I hope you don't.

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[info]hisses
2023-04-07 01:56 pm UTC (link)
You hate it when I cry, princess.

I'll give the other pages to the respective parents. I can recognize Dare but for Lena and Kara - I don't know their names?

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[info]firstone
2023-04-07 02:09 pm UTC (link)
I'd rather you cry than repress, though.

The Rubik's Cube is Theo's. You remember him from when Alex was still around. And the Supergirl drawing is Lori's. Lorelei is her name.

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[info]hisses
2023-04-07 02:13 pm UTC (link)
I'll do my best to remember that.

Uh, wow, so Yeah, I know Theo. That's... awesome, good to know.

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[info]firstone
2023-04-07 02:19 pm UTC (link)
He's a good boy. I think he might come around for you guys pretty soon. We may have some shitty things here, but the kids aren't among them. I hope they stay if this works and everything shifts.

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[info]hisses
2023-04-07 02:28 pm UTC (link)
Are you going to be okay if once things are over?

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[info]firstone
2023-04-07 02:31 pm UTC (link)
As long as you come home to me, yes.

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[info]hisses
2023-04-07 02:35 pm UTC (link)
I wouldn't let anything rob me of the chance for all those 'I told you so'.

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[info]firstone
2023-04-07 02:37 pm UTC (link)
Kiss me good.

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[info]hisses
2023-04-07 02:39 pm UTC (link)
Back at you, babe.

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