With so many fascinating circumstances happening around us, I would think one would utilize the opportunity for killing to study the strange and unusual.
If you still feel like nothing else matters, then perhaps I can interest you in the wonderful world of being a test subject. I am in need of someone willing to consume food grade dyes in the form of candies and try various pharmaceuticals for the purpose of finding side effects. I pay handsomely, the hours are few and flexible, and you would be aiding in carnage and chaos furthering science.