This is the part where I tell you Ativan doesn't DO that, even if you mix with booze. And the internet says it isn't really me. Given your mental place when that shit started? I get it. I'm not exactly thrilled about it because seriously? Would you be? but it's not like you were selling it or something.
And you probably seriously need to be on something of your own. Like continuous xanax. Can you set up portable xanax ivs?
So, as it is, I haven't seen you since Christmas week. Come to my warrant ceremony this weekend?