That's fair, and we did share everything. But... Maybe the incident just split that too much.
... I unleashed the Hulk in an angry and scared state, on Johannesburg. He caused... so much damage and pain. I did it because I was angry and I let myself be manipulated. Maybe attacking Banner while he was so close was... Maybe I was okay with being punished for that, even if it meant facing Hulk in such confines.