He's saying that all of these medical expenses are causing him to worry that she's not telling him the truth about my health. Despite having access to my health records so there's no way to hide it from him that I was sick even if we wanted to. I'm not looking forward to this trip.
[Haruhi] I'll miss you too. And maybe we can come up with a few times a day to talk? To help keep my calm while dealing with this. And I'll want to hear the dogs too if you're with them and maman when we talk.