Its mostly me. I worked for the ATF for a few years. It was hard going back to Colorado sometimes after some of the shit I'd seen. Like, Mom would ask me about my cases and sometimes I couldn't tell her about them because they were still going through the courts. When I could talk about them, I could tell they freaked her out, so I just kind of stopped. I learned pretty quickly that I don't have a lot in common with my parents.