Defender of the Rainbow (starlightlady) wrote in valarnet, @ 2019-05-19 18:30:00 |
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Entry tags: | feyre archeron, jace herondale, nico di angelo |
So soulmates are a thing in my Dreams.
What's really interesting about it is this bond can be rejected. Which I consider a good thing, considering the amount of shit I go through. Having a choice in the matter is important to me. The idea of being bonded to someone, of having to accept it regardless of my feelings on the matter, it's abhorrent.
After Rhys broke that particular bombshell on me, I spent like a week cooped up in a cottage just painting. I needed the space, and he gave me that space, so I suppose I won't rip his face off.
But some of the stuff I painted before I'd ever met him makes a lot more sense now. The night sky, stars, the specific patterns...
He did eventually show his face, and we talked like, you know, adults. Honestly this stuff is easier to dream about than all the events that happened under the Mountain, or the high-key background dread that's hovering over us all.
I've learned there's a tradition among the Fae. That to offer food, and to have it accepted, is to accept the mating bond.