This deals with the dreams and myself. I become a hybrid (werewolf/vampire) in my dreams and it lapsed to here. It's why I've been so dodgy. I've been working on it and I think I have handled on it now. So there's blood in freezer on the porch for when I get hangry for it. Elijah been getting it for me and drinking liquor takes the edge off, but I'm not a drunk or anything.
This sound so crazy, I know, but it's who I am now.