I don't think my brain could handle talking about this with someone smarter than me.
Just...ok, let me see if I have my mind wrapped around this: you told me earlier that you're a vigilante...a super hero, right? That's what's going on in these dreams? So what happens to you when you're doing your hero thing can happen to you here, but not always. So Super Hero You got fucked up doing something and now the you here has two injuries you now have to deal with...
Kinda sounds like the you here is getting the shit end of this deal, Clint.