[Private]
It's not the science experiment part that's the issue. I can handle that. It doesn't feel right but it's also not horrific horribleness because it happened and there's nothing I can do about it. It's more...
The feeling that there's this other Roy out there. The actual one who got hurt because of me and my existence. I can't shake it. I've tried to shake that, and it's one of those guilt things that just...haunts me or something. What have I managed to cause for some poor bastard, you know? Bothers me.