I'm adding that at least you're fucking admitting this rubbish. Try not to act like a monkey in a zoo throwing your shite around or develop an ulcer. That's pants. Oh and forget what you read below about Starbucks, it's bloody well true. It's the root of all that's evil.
It's still good you did that, thought that counts, but you've got a big fat pile of issues you need to get sorted.