I guess the thing is, every time there's been a consequence, it's worked out okay before this. Relatively speaking. I mean I've done stupid and insensitive stuff, sure, but... I don't know. Consequences just don't seem as important as they did before.
...I'm pretty bad with empathy, I do have to admit. It's, yeah, not really a...
I can't even explain why that's been a thing because it sounds freaking insane. But there are reasons for that and it's hard to get around, but I'm pretty much the worst of the worst ever. It's sort of put a damper on making an effort.
I mean, I appreciate what you're saying and all, it's just...I don't know if I even CAN.