Erestor is an obsessive-compulsive know-it-all! (_erestor_) wrote in valarnet,
Ahem. If I may?
First of all, I'd have to inquire as to why you would see to refer to anyone in the predicament where one would require the use of a wheelchair, as "Crip." Clearly you lack not only anger management skills, but also proper etiquette in social settings, and perhaps I could recommend several self-help books in order to remedy the situation in a timely manner, so that you are not so ruthlessly punched in the face.
I ultimately believe that ruins both the point of the session which was so rudely interrupted by name calling and the true purpose for why you were present, and clearly demonstrates that you have issues which I do hope you will see fit to confront at some time in the near future. Fistfights and violence are rarely the answer or a solution to a wide variety of situations. This was a situation in particular, that was entirely avoidable, if you had taken a mere ten seconds to take a deep breath and not say the word what was on the tip of your tongue.
Furthermore? Hiding it, as you stated, could also lead to potentially harmful side effects in a health context. It seems as though you require some sort of healthy outlet as a coping mechanism. Perhaps if you seriously asked yourself why you are so angry or dismissive of the handicaps of others around you, you might have an key to unlocking your anger issues. That would be far better than turning your back on a counseling session that was meant to help you deal with such problems, which you clearly have in abundance.
Perhaps you might now have some time to think on what you've done. I certainly hope so, because announcing this and saying that your anger is "plenty controlled anyway" is nothing to be proud of.