Lena Luthor just wants to do the science (quantized) wrote in valarnet,
That's quite the difference. I don't know you, but maybe it feels so rough because it's so... unfamiliar? Or not quite distracting enough. Photographing nature gives would give you far too much time to think, I imagine. It'd be pretty easy to dwell on unpleasant things. Solitude without the comfort of home, or the ability to just turn over and sleep it off.
I know it sounds strange, but maybe it's too much quiet.