I'm a man of bad positions and being in them. I was just mad at the gods for treating us like shit and ignoring us. The only time my dad ever talked to me, I sort of was a shit to him for everything in my childhood and he accidentally revealed that he knew my fate, which he refused to tell me. I guess I just have a lot of bad feelings regarding Hermes and the others. Our cabin is overcrowded because of the fact that we take in the kids who haven't been claimed by their godly parent. There's some that never end up getting claimed. Their entire lives and they're not claimed. We're all disposable.