There has been quite a few interesting messes in all of this, hasn't there? I am not sure how I feel about my own getting saved for posterity, but I like to think that later on, we might look at this tumblr of yours and enjoy a good laugh.
It is sad that you don't get messages... You seem like a nice enough person, no? You seem like the type of person who aught to have many friends... Perhaps you are too busy with work or school?