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Tweak says, "It's better the second day."

Gwen Stacy (gwensday) wrote in valarnet,
@ 2017-07-15 20:20:00

Entry tags:

abigail hobbs, doug ramsey (cypher), furiosa, gwen stacy (ghost spider), toby cavanaugh

You know, finding an abandoned carnival on Halloween is so cliche. But when crazy shit starts to happen... Like zombies of everyone you loved who dies start coming up out the ground, it's natural to get driven into a mental break down. Not to mention dream friends know who I really am. And sucks I can't do a fucking thing to help us because I don't have the power boosters.

But you know what really sucks.. What really killed me... Peter.... Seeing Peter as a fucking zombie, telling me. no calling me a monster. because deep down, he's right. I'm a monster. It's my fault he died... And I'll never forgive myself for that...

not in my dreams and not here for running Peter away.

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	imperator 2017-07-16 12:48 am UTC (link)
	Couldn't pay me to go into an abandon carnival. (Reply to this) (Thread)

	gwensday 2017-07-16 12:53 am UTC (link)
	Yeah, wasn't fun at all. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	imperator 2017-07-16 01:39 am UTC (link)
	I can imagine. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	gwensday 2017-07-16 01:41 am UTC (link)
	Not when you have a psycho trying to kill us (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	imperator 2017-07-16 01:47 am UTC (link)
	Sounds like 74% of my dreams. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	gwensday 2017-07-16 01:52 am UTC (link)
	Yeah, same here. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	imperator 2017-07-16 02:28 am UTC (link)
	Zombies, though, don't get those. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	gwensday 2017-07-16 02:14 pm UTC (link)
	Ah. Yeah first for me. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	imperator 2017-07-16 08:39 pm UTC (link)
	That's probably a good thing. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	gwensday 2017-07-16 10:57 pm UTC (link)
	Not really. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	imperator 2017-07-16 11:28 pm UTC (link)
	I mean, that it's a first, and not a common occurance. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	gwensday 2017-07-17 11:20 am UTC (link)
	Yeah, that's true. Hopefully no more zombies. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	imperator 2017-07-17 08:23 pm UTC (link)
	They the brain eating kind or the mind controlled kind? (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	gwensday 2017-07-17 10:26 pm UTC (link)
	More like the kind that represent my past (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	imperator 2017-07-17 10:37 pm UTC (link)
	Ah, symbolic. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	gwensday 2017-07-18 01:48 am UTC (link)
	Yeah not very fun (Reply to this) (Parent)

	decypher 2017-07-16 01:51 am UTC (link)
	That's a mess. And freaking scary. (Reply to this) (Thread)

	gwensday 2017-07-16 01:53 am UTC (link)
	It was. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	decypher 2017-07-16 01:54 am UTC (link)
	Seriously what is up with your dreams and trying to be mean to you? (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	gwensday 2017-07-16 02:15 pm UTC (link)
	I think it comes with the life style (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	decypher 2017-07-16 08:09 pm UTC (link)
	Yeah? This is why I am afraid of what I will dream next. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	gwensday 2017-07-16 10:57 pm UTC (link)
	Have you really ever seen anyone say their dreams are great? (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	decypher 2017-07-16 11:30 pm UTC (link)
	Nope. Not a one. And that sucks. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	gwensday 2017-07-17 11:20 am UTC (link)
	Exactly. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	decypher 2017-07-17 06:00 pm UTC (link)
	I hope yours get better. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	gwensday 2017-07-17 10:27 pm UTC (link)
	Me too. (Reply to this) (Parent)

	abigail_hobbs 2017-07-16 05:41 am UTC (link)
	My dreams make me feel like a monster too. Sometimes all I can do is try to be better in this life. (Reply to this) (Thread)

	gwensday 2017-07-16 02:16 pm UTC (link)
	Yeah. Still sucks. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	abigail_hobbs 2017-07-16 04:29 pm UTC (link)
	Yeah, it really does. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	gwensday 2017-07-17 11:20 am UTC (link)
	Nothing I can do but dream past it really. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	abigail_hobbs 2017-07-17 10:44 pm UTC (link)
	My work helps me to feel like I'm different in this life. And I keep things by my bed to remind me of that. (Reply to this) (Parent)

	901_freeatlast 2017-07-16 07:11 am UTC (link)
	That sounds fucked up. The dreams are shit sometimes. (Reply to this) (Thread)

	gwensday 2017-07-16 02:16 pm UTC (link)
	You've no idea. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	901_freeatlast 2017-07-16 04:15 pm UTC (link)
	Yeah. Our dreams get pretty fucked up, but no zombies so far. Just an asshole trying to make our lives miserable. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	gwensday 2017-07-16 06:23 pm UTC (link)
	Yeah, zombies weren't the issue. The issue was who the zombie looked like. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	901_freeatlast 2017-07-16 11:46 pm UTC (link)
	Yeah. I figured that part. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	gwensday 2017-07-17 11:20 am UTC (link)
	Yeah, just sucks. I was in a good place and then the dream happened.... (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	901_freeatlast 2017-07-17 03:16 pm UTC (link)
	Seems to be the way things go. Sucks, though. Hopefully your dreams will get better. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	gwensday 2017-07-17 10:27 pm UTC (link)
	I hope so too. I can't deal with seeing Peter like that (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	901_freeatlast 2017-07-18 12:10 am UTC (link)
	I can't imagine it's easy to see that. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	gwensday 2017-07-18 01:48 am UTC (link)
	Its really not. (Reply to this) (Parent)