I was never good at maths bro, it's alright. I get excited about things too.
Well the only reason I wouldn't make the same choices here is because I've been given a different set of choices, and upbringing, but in a way it almost mirrors it. Almost. What I mean is, I'm as much of me as I can be with the circumstances given. Kinda like putting a pit bull puppy in a loving family instead of training/abusing it to give them a bad rep. I dunno.
Cringed? That looks like the diabetes you need. I'll buy it and try it for everyone. Nothing my stomach can't handle.