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Tweak says, "Who let the nutjob out?"

Bo Dennis is not a lost girl anymore (faetedlove) wrote in valarnet,
@ 2017-06-13 16:10:00

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bo dennis, lara croft

I have a new theory about my dream self. My dream self is a pod person. I think that fucking trans-dimensional train broke my brain and now I'm a pod person. It's the only explanation that makes sense for the shit I just dreamed.

Note to self: no more mid-day naps.

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	lara 2017-06-13 09:34 pm UTC (link)
	You're not a pod person. (Reply to this) (Thread)

	faetedlove 2017-06-14 02:03 am UTC (link)
	I know I'm not, but christ my dream self really has to be. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	lara 2017-06-14 02:11 am UTC (link)
	You're exaggerating. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	faetedlove 2017-06-14 02:21 am UTC (link)
	Yeah no. My dream self went back to that train to get the Wanderer, or Rainer as is his name, and upon returning she introduced him to the other as, and I quote, "my destiny." In complete and utter seriousness that her destiny is in being with him. A man that she barely even remembers at this point in time. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	lara 2017-06-14 02:24 am UTC (link)
	Mind control perhaps? (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	faetedlove 2017-06-14 02:29 am UTC (link)
	I prefer pod person, but I suppose mind control is a potential. There are other behavior changes I've noticed and I really want to smack her for them all. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	lara 2017-06-14 02:34 am UTC (link)
	Nothing that might be bleeding over? (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	Private faetedlove 2017-06-14 02:38 am UTC (link)
	I seriously hope not because things are...not exactly peachy between me and Kenzi in the dreams. I'm getting distant when I have no reason to. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	Private lara 2017-06-16 06:00 am UTC (link)
	And you don't know why? Or is this why the pod people? (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	Private faetedlove 2017-06-16 06:09 am UTC (link)
	I know why. It's because I'm being kind of a bitch and totally being wrapped up in myself. I'm not bothering to really find out how Kenzi is doing or anything like that. I'm just a self-absorbed bitch in the dreams currently. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	Re: Private lara 2017-06-16 06:17 am UTC (link)
	Everyone goes through phases like that. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	Private faetedlove 2017-06-16 06:29 am UTC (link)
	Yeah but they don't usually come with a side of not really caring about the people around you. Like dream me cares, but she doesn't really make time to do stuff with her friends. She's too wrapped up in herself, and now in Rainer to a degree that should really be unhealthy. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	Re: Private lara 2017-06-16 06:30 am UTC (link)
	Now I'm concerned. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	Private faetedlove 2017-06-16 06:33 am UTC (link)
	Thus why the pod person comment. It's the only thing that makes sense. I don't think it's mind control because dream me seems fully in control of herself. She's just...being a shitty person and a shitty friend. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	Re: Private lara 2017-06-16 06:35 am UTC (link)
	But what if it's some kind of suggestion? Making you think you're in control. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	Private faetedlove 2017-06-16 06:38 am UTC (link)
	Maybe? I don't know. With the fae, anything's possible. It's painful to dream it. I want to slap myself so hard that I need a succubus healing experience. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	Re: Private lara 2017-06-16 06:42 am UTC (link)
	Is it affecting you here? Though how would we know... (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	Private faetedlove 2017-06-16 06:46 am UTC (link)
	We'd probably know if I started telling people you were my destiny, and if I just stopped hanging out with Kenzi? I mean, I love you more than anything, but that's way different than saying you are my destiny, like I have nothing else to strive for in life. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	Re: Private lara 2017-06-16 06:48 am UTC (link)
	I hope there's more to life than just me. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	Private faetedlove 2017-06-16 06:50 am UTC (link)
	There's more to life than just you. I have my days when I want to cling onto you and not share you with the world, but I have other goals I want to accomplish than just being a wife. No offense, babe. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	Re: Private lara 2017-06-16 06:59 am UTC (link)
	It's important to have our own lives. As long as we always come back to each other at the end of the day. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	Private faetedlove 2017-06-16 07:02 am UTC (link)
	I'll always come back to you. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	Re: Private lara 2017-06-16 07:07 am UTC (link)
	That's what I'd hope to hear ;) (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	Private faetedlove 2017-06-16 07:13 am UTC (link)
	Good because I like snuggling with you. You're very comfy, you know. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	Re: Private lara 2017-06-16 07:30 am UTC (link)
	I have the best pillows? (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	Private faetedlove 2017-06-16 07:35 am UTC (link)
	The very best pillows. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	Re: Private lara 2017-06-16 07:51 am UTC (link)
	I love you. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	Private faetedlove 2017-06-16 07:54 am UTC (link)
	I love you, too. (Reply to this) (Parent)