I didn't go home for Christmas in 2015 and I didn't go home for this past Christmas either. When I moved here initially, I didn't have any intention of ever returning home. I've never been particularly close with my family. I'm very different from them. Most of them.
Now, with these Dreams...let's say that the way they ended has made me reconsider this. Perhaps I should go home. Make up for lost time with my brother...make up for things he isn't even aware of. This should be an easy decision to make. So why haven't I booked the ticket yet?