[Nikolai | Kenya]
I know this thing in my head. It is in my heart I do not know so much. Never have I wanted anything for myself since I chose my life. Vor do not have their own women. You know this. I have no right to you. I can't help I want to claim you all to myself without care for anything else. You offer me yourself. You give yourself to me. I worry I do not give you so much in exchange. I worry you want flirtation and courting and things I know not of from any life.