I don't blame you. Not after you've fought so hard to have someone come say 'hey, I'm taking this back', it's like fuck you no.
Damn, that sucks. I woke up once with this thing called a Scarab Device that Umbrella used to control people with on me. It was scary to have to go through losing my memories again, but fortunately the serum that they use in them wears off after a few days.