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gitdunkd (gitdunkd) wrote in valarnet,
@ 2016-07-21 00:08:00

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abigail hobbs, midna, sans

Dreams started over again, from the beginning this time. And Frisk started killing people. I don't know what's going on...why would they kill anyone? Why would they kill their friends? And how do things keep starting over?? This doesn't make any sense. Has anyone else's dreams ever restarted and gone different or...whatever is going on her?

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	twili 2016-07-21 01:57 pm UTC (link)
	Sometimes people dream different versions of themselves. I'm not sure about the restart button though, that seems funky. Might be a first here, sweetums. (Reply to this) (Thread)

	gitdunkd 2016-07-21 11:40 pm UTC (link)
	Different versions? How, exactly? I'm a pioneer. Great. Well at least I'm gathering data for the future, in case anyone else restarts too. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	twili 2016-07-21 11:49 pm UTC (link)
	Like, dreaming of a whole different world - a different setting, and shit. Different backdrop. Good thing you're writing it down! On this already crazy train network. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	gitdunkd 2016-07-22 12:09 am UTC (link)
	Dude, that's weird. I mean things aren't entirely different, the events just have changed. Your dreams like that? Yup. One of my professors likes to tell us about things that are lost when we don't record them. And then back them up. I figure if the internet gets deleted we've got bigger problems than weird restarting dreams. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	twili 2016-07-22 12:11 am UTC (link)
	Mine aren't, no. I just had one set and then they ended. I kinda want to know what happens though, like, that can't be it?? Oh, man, could you imagine the internet being deleted? I think the world would literally implode like an hour later. We wouldn't make it. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

gitdunkd
2016-07-22 12:35 am UTC (link)

Right now I think I'd rather they end at this exact minute. I loved this kid, I believed in them, and I don't know what happened that would have changed them so much that they'd be killing people. And not just one on accident or something. A bunch. Their LOVE levels rose so fast...

I mean, world almost implodes if the Pokemon Go servers go down. If the internet went down we'd all be toast.

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	twili 2016-07-22 12:37 am UTC (link)
	That sounds creepy. Maybe they were possessed?? We've become spoiled by the internet. It'd be some dark days we'd face without it. I'm pretty sure it'd be like the Purge, where everyone just goes out and kills everyone else. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

gitdunkd
2016-07-22 01:02 am UTC (link)

I don't know. Like, there are ghost monsters but I'm not sure about like, ghost ghosts or demons or anything. Monster souls don't exactly stick around to become ghosts. And I can kinda...it's hard to explain but I can see their, for lack of a better word, stats. Kinda what their soul has been up to. So like how high their LOVE is, how many EXP they have, and there isn't anything extra like I guess there would be in a possession. But I want to believe that, so much.

Well what else would we do without the internet?

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	twili 2016-07-22 08:26 am UTC (link)
	You can see their stats? It sounds like you're living a video game life, which is kind of awesome. I really don't want to imagine. And oh hey, I'm Midna! Resident Twilight Princess. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	gitdunkd 2016-07-22 03:03 pm UTC (link)
	I'm not sure how else to describe it. Like I don't read their mind but I just know that stuff about them. Seriously, let's not. Totally ignore the possibility, that's my style. I'm Sans. Sans the Skeleton. Or, technically, I guess I'm still human since I've got skin and stuff. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	twili 2016-07-22 07:48 pm UTC (link)
	That's so crazy! Maybe you'll get a whole different set of dreams when there's another hit of the restart button? Sans the Skeleton?? Ha, that's awesome. Doesn't Sans mean 'without' in Latin? So you're a skeleton without the skeleton? (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	gitdunkd 2016-07-22 10:04 pm UTC (link)
	I hope they're better than these are. I've still got a skeleton, I've just got a little extra too. But I'm the skeleton without a monster. My parents are a little weird, my brother's named Papyrus so I mean, they dig the weird names. (Reply to this) (Parent)

	abigail_hobbs 2016-07-23 01:25 am UTC (link)
	~~They kill to feel powerful or to survive.~~ You can drive yourself crazy wondering why someone kills. (Reply to this) (Thread)

	gitdunkd 2016-07-23 07:22 pm UTC (link)
	I think I already have, honestly. [locked] Not to assume but you sound like you've got experience with this? (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	locked abigail_hobbs 2016-07-23 07:48 pm UTC (link)
	Yeah. I've spent a lot of time in this life and my dreams wondering why ~~my dad~~ certain people kill. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	locked gitdunkd 2016-07-24 01:40 am UTC (link)
	How do you do it? I loved this kid, as weird as it sounds. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	locked abigail_hobbs 2016-07-24 01:43 am UTC (link)
	It's not weird. I loved a killer and I hated him too. I'm still trying to find answers. I'm studying psychology in this life. In my dreams, I have a psychiatrist and an FBI type who I think understand the killer in my dreams. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	locked gitdunkd 2016-07-24 02:22 am UTC (link)
	Was that a decision before or after the dreams? 'cause I should probably switch my major now if it's a route I should take. I wouldn't be a very good head doctor, though, so maybe I'll just leave it up to you. How do they understand him? Like, not in the way where they agree with him, I hope. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	locked abigail_hobbs 2016-07-24 02:30 am UTC (link)
	It was before the dreams. It was before I even moved here. I wanted to understand things, find some kind of answer. The psychiatrist has a medical understanding of delusions and other mental illness. The FBI type can get into killer's minds to find them. They don't agree with him. They saved my life in the dreams and they're sort of like guardians. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

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gitdunkd
2016-07-25 01:22 am UTC (link)

Huh. Wonder if that was some kind of instinct thing or something? Like you knew you'd really want it later down the line so you started it early? I've heard some people say that these are some kinds of alternate lives we're leading in the dreams. Maybe it's true and our other selves are influencing us. Trippy thought.

That's good, that you've got allies. You're safe there, with them?

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	locked abigail_hobbs 2016-07-25 01:36 am UTC (link)
	I think for me it's just wanting to understand why my mom was killed. She was killed in my dreams too though, so maybe there's something there. I think so. I'm not with them all the time. I have to live in a hospital. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

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gitdunkd
2016-07-25 01:42 am UTC (link)

That's interesting. I mean, horrible and I'm sorry for your loss, but interesting. I've seen some people saying that there's some stuff from their dreams that's the same. Like my brother is still my brother in the dreams but I just figured that was because there wasn't anything that could separate us. Not even weird parallel/alternate dimensions. But it seems to happen a lot.

Why are you in the hospital? I mean, I guess that's a safer place than a lot of other places would be, all things considered.

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	Re: locked abigail_hobbs 2016-07-25 02:07 am UTC (link)
	I was in a coma and after that, they said I was traumatized. I got to leave a few times with the psychiatrist. ~~And when I snuck out.~~ It's strange. When I wake up from the dreams, sometimes it takes time for me to remember I'm free here. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

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gitdunkd
2016-07-25 11:09 pm UTC (link)

Yeah, I hear comas are kinda traumatizing. I mean, I'm an engineer, Jim, not a doctor, but I kinda imagine they are. And I guess whatever circumstances led up to you being in the coma too. Do you want to leave, though?

They feel real, you're right. Like way too real, even when you know they make no sense. I keep getting confused by having skin, which sounds ridiculous. It's not that strange, or if it is, you're not alone.

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	Re: locked abigail_hobbs 2016-07-25 11:12 pm UTC (link)
	Yeah, I really want to leave. I hate being stuck in there with my bad memories and ~~guilt~~ no one that understands. ~~The dreams might make you wake up without skin.~~ It's like having two lives. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	locked gitdunkd 2016-07-25 11:22 pm UTC (link)
	Have they given you an ETA on when you'll be let out or is it one of those things you don't get a choice on? I hope things get better for you, though. It is. Ones that keep getting more complicated. You got anyone outside of the OC that you have to pretend your normal for? 'cause it's hard. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	Re: locked abigail_hobbs 2016-07-26 12:28 am UTC (link)
	No, they haven't. ~~I think the FBI want me locked up.~~ I don't get choices in my dreams. No. The only person that's tried to contact me since I moved here is my Dad, and I don't want anything to do with him. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	locked gitdunkd 2016-07-26 12:55 am UTC (link)
	Sometimes it feels that way in mine too. Like someone else is controlling everything. But yours seem more literal. I know that feeling. Shitty dads club, unite. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	locked abigail_hobbs 2016-07-26 01:10 am UTC (link)
	Yeah. I never had any. My dad decided when I was born that I was only supposed to exist for him. Dads suck. (Reply to this) (Parent)