It's okay, I think these things always kind of are. She does sound amazing, in a 'defy the laws of physics' way. Maybe she'll show up and you can know her here, instead?
Mira was the same. She was a brilliant warrior. Taught herself to use a bow and she was a damn good shot. She was fearless. She was the kind of person who you'd jump in front of a bullet for. Or a Roman sword, technically.