That would probably help. And you didn't miss much, just me throwing extremely hot coffee on a jerk who was trying to compliment my hair by petting it, this after the creep who decided that sitting next to me and taking selfies was perfectly acceptable. Those were deleted. The whole point was for 'closure' in regards to Srebrenica which was a lie but since we landed and heard about Brussels, ended up going there after to lend support.
Well, if caffeine makes it worse, maybe we should find something else that will help you.