I'm still trying to wrap my head around all of it. I don't know how I should feel. There's my reaction, the dream me's genuine reaction, and the one he feels like he should be having, and they're all overlapping into this tangled mess.
And John... It's just... He's family here. But there. I should hate him. But I don't.
God, I really hope not everyone ends up feeling like this. You didn't. Right?