Okay, so fair enough for right now then. God knows I'm not going to be sitting around here emo'ing it up if there's that and I think I'm ready to actually go out under something not the cover of night hidden by a cloak so as to spare people from the sight of my deformity.
I reserve all rights to haunt a basement of the ranch and give supernatural aid to some of the really promising kids though if turns out I'm too hideous for that and face abuse and/or life as a carnival freak though.