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I can understand that - you feel like you have nothing to go on, it's all a lot of unknowns. In the dreams, I was killed rather quickly out of pity so I didn't get much time. Here, it's different. I'm learning as I go. You will too.
Blood bags don't appeal to me either. How often do you need to feed? And I know some can just take a little at a time and it sustains them, is it like that for you too?