I think things are less inherently evil and more just chaotic, if that makes sense? And laws and police and stuff will always have flaws in them because they're made of and staffed by people. Nobody's perfect.
My grampa always used to say that there's only one justice in the world, and that's that every one dies no matter what. I don't know if I think people should take justice into our own hands because at some point, awful things happen to everyone, but that's just me.
Are you okay? I don't know you, but it's kinda obvious that stuff's happening with you. Is there anything I can do to help? I'm not usually a boy, but it won't stop me from helping.