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It's not a bad way to look at it! My hope is that it's temporary so I'm just trying to go with it. There's admittedly something sexy about vampirism. Besides bloodstains on my clothes.
I'm afraid he's dead in the dreams and something will happen here to reflect that, though it's probably silly because he's already dreamed it all. But it makes me want to hold onto his watch anyway.
There are usually always complications. I don't think good memories have to erase the bad entirely, but it's still not wrong to hold on to the good. That's what makes it complicated though, I suppose.