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I think I would personally love being in someone else's body, as long as the affliction was temporary. To see the world through someone else's eyes must be humbling, especially if you experience what they go through. Or perhaps that is my odd way of thinking, which I have been told has always been odd.
Are you afraid you will lose him? Or that...something between you may not work? Your feelings seem very apparent, and I apologize if saying that is crossing a line.
There are complications. I knew her here and there, and both stories do not end well. Part of me loved seeing her again, even if it was just a dream - when the dreams with her were going well. There are some things that good memories cannot erase, however.