He was just taking advantage of how much I cared about him and he was blaming me for all these things that were going wrong. I think what I hated the most was that he just went after all my weaknesses. It hurt. My dream self really cared about him, and it's just hard watching the person you love using all your weaknesses against you.
Ever since I ended up in the hospital, things just keep getting worse. I just... walked out of my apartment and went missing for two days and I don't know why or what happened. And I keep hallucinating things and I'm more scared than ever.