I just wish we could help each other. Either way, I'm tired of fighting. Sometimes I still want to pick a fight, but it's because I'm frustrated. I thought maybe things could change, but I don't know.
[Christine] I don't know if that's worse. Having to make a choice like that. I didn't really get a choice in everything that happened to me that I've dreamed about. I think the worst part for me is that everyone else seemed to know about all of these things and no one thought to tell me. I'm sorry you had to dream all of that. I don't know what I'd do if I was in your shoes.
It's the same for the person from my dreams. I don't think I've ever seen him do anything horrible, he was always so nice. The man he is in my dreams? It's terrible and I can't even imagine what's going through his head now. I haven't really seen him a lot lately, but I heard the last time he posted on this network, some people made him feel worse. I wish he didn't have to dream about these things.
I'm sorry too. I wish I could do something about it, but I don't know what to do.