Sure. I absolutely want to be wrong about Peter. But I'm also a pragmatist and so far I haven't seen any evidence that we don't become what we are in the dreams. If there's a Murderers Anonymous group on here, I haven't seen it. So. I warned you and Cora. I told Peter to go to therapy. And I left you alone since I knew there was nothing I could say that could possibly convince you of anything about the Dreams.
I tried. I made the effort to warn you that something could happen to you. But because of how you reacted, no. I didn't try again. Unlike my Other!self, I'm not a glutton for punishment when it comes to you. I don't think a reasonable person would blame me for not trying again considering the reaction I--and Derek--got.
The first time we talked since our "petty feud" or whatever was when you commented on this post. And look at my first reply. It was sincere, whether or not you believe it was.
I'm not turning you into a villain. You came onto my post and attacked me. You and Cora both. I'm just defending myself.
And even if you want to play the trauma card, even if you want to say that it's because something awful happened to you--which it did, and I'm not disputing that--the fact remains, Lydia, that I didn't do that awful thing to you, and it doesn't excuse treating other people badly, even if it might explain it.