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Will Graham doesn't like to be psychoanalyzed. (remarkableboy) wrote in valarnet,
@ 2014-11-10 20:39:00

Entry tags:

!trigger warning, hannibal lecter, sharon carter, will graham

I had the same dreams last night. Or something like it. The names, the case, all the same but the situation was distorted. Way, way more messed up this time around.

~~It feels like I'm being hunted.~~

~~It feels like I'm being haunted.~~

I can't stop seeing it. I went down to do target practice and at first I just froze. Then it was like that moment when something lags and everything speeds up to catch up, I couldn't stop shooting.

I have a headache. I need a vacation.

[ooc: mentions of violence/death in comments.]

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	exshieldagent 2014-11-11 05:18 pm UTC (link)
	Are you talking to someone about it all? (Reply to this) (Thread)

	Sharon/Will remarkableboy 2014-11-15 08:05 pm UTC (link)
	Yes. I have two therapists. Who the fuck even needs two therapists? Okay, one of is useless. He dreams the same things, so he understands, but he's ~~a large part of the problem~~ not very helpful. The other one probably just thinks I'm crazy. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	Sharon/Will exshieldagent 2014-11-18 06:18 am UTC (link)
	I had two when I was coming back from my undercover work. Sort of. Two support personnel, anyway. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	Sharon/Will remarkableboy 2014-11-20 04:18 am UTC (link)
	I don't really need support. I just need to ~~not be going insane~~ not dream about serial killers. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	Sharon/Will exshieldagent 2014-11-20 04:30 am UTC (link)
	That's what I needed. But I know we all have different needs. I'm sorry your dreams are so hard. Is there anything I can do? (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	Sharon/Will remarkableboy 2014-11-20 04:35 am UTC (link)
	I don't know. I need to just get out of the city I think. Even for a weekend. Know any good places to go fishing? (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	Sharon/Will exshieldagent 2014-11-22 04:58 pm UTC (link)
	I'm not much of a fisherman, I'm afraid. Best I could do is Google it for you. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	Sharon/Will remarkableboy 2014-11-22 07:43 pm UTC (link)
	That's fine. I'm sure I'll manage using Google on my own. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	Sharon/Will exshieldagent 2014-11-23 05:23 pm UTC (link)
	Good luck. Let me know if you find a good place and/or want some company. I can sit still and be quiet and wait for fish to bite a line. I bet I'd be good at fishing. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	Sharon/Will remarkableboy 2014-11-23 08:53 pm UTC (link)
	I'll let you know. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	Sharon/Will exshieldagent 2014-11-23 10:53 pm UTC (link)
	Appreciated. (Reply to this) (Parent)

	Will poisonlittleboy 2014-11-16 05:13 am UTC (link)
	Different in what way. Was it the Tooth Fairy case again, or something else entirely? (Reply to this) (Thread)

	Hannibal remarkableboy 2014-11-16 05:23 am UTC (link)
	No. It was before that. Before you. Your case. Hobbs. It was the Minnesota Shrike and other things but mostly Hobbs. We keep talking about the Chesapeake Ripper. Jack Crawford hired you as my therapist on the recommendation of Bloom. You were with me when I found Hobbs. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	Will poisonlittleboy 2014-11-16 05:34 am UTC (link)
	Ah yes, the Hobbs case. If I was hired as your therapist, what was I doing with you when you found Hobbs? (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	Hannibal remarkableboy 2014-11-16 06:24 am UTC (link)
	I don't know. You brought me breakfast. You went with me to Hobbs' old job site. You were there when I found him. Oh my god. You brought me breakfast. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	Will poisonlittleboy 2014-11-17 07:48 am UTC (link)
	Jumping to conclusions, as always. It might not have been what you seem to think it is. So we went together to do research on Hobbs. And from there to his house, I assume? (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

Hannibal

remarkableboy
2014-11-17 01:56 pm UTC (link)

Considering that the Chesapeake Ripper is out there, and historically that's you, I'm not jumping to conclusions.

Sorry.

Hobbs knew we were coming. I don't know how. He got his wife and you stayed with her while she bled out on the porch. I went inside and he had his daughter. He cut her throat and I shot him. Again. And again. And you were there inside but I don't ... It's blurry and clear all at once. Like a window that's fogged around the edges.

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