Alright, that is a lot for anyone, let alone someone your age to deal with. How do I even…
I’m sorry about your parents. I know what it’s like to not have parents around. My mother passed when I was a kid and my father died in a car accident when I was seventeen. It’s not easy and I don’t even think I’ve completely dealt with it. There’s no rush in figuring out your feelings about their death.
As for your boyfriend I’m sure he was an ass and didn’t deserve you.
So you’re having these dreams as well? It sounds a little complicated with this other guy. Is he having these dreams too? Because that’s not a little freaky.
It’s okay. I think that you just needed someone to say that all too. I understand.