Justin Taylor (jstn_sunshine) wrote in valarnet, @ 2014-07-16 23:53:00 |
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Entry tags: | james, justin taylor |
[Filtered Away from Brian Kinney]
It's always so weird when I get bombarded by dreams in one night as opposed to a few over the course of a few nights. Shit is starting to get real in them and some stuff is a little unnerving.
Some kid around my age, in the dreams, was found murdered behind the diner and no one knows who he is so Debbie started a campaign to try and find out what happened. I eventually told Brian that we were being too careless with who we were randomly sleeping with and that it could have easily been either of us or that we could have even have slept with the person who killed him and Brian pointed out that I didn't know him the night I went home with him and that anything could have happened and he started to choke me to prove that point and while it did, it also turned me on. Then my father stopped paying for school for me cause he still didn't approve of me being gay. Brian offered to pay, but I already owed him my life, so I didn't want to owe him anything else. So I ended up getting a job as a go-go dancer at Babylon. I wasn't happy with the tips and the owner told me I could move up if I performed certain favors for him and I did cause I was too proud to take help from anyone else and wanted to earn the money on my own.
It always boggles my mind a little how crazy my life is in the dreams, compared to real life. Considering there are no vampires or superheroes or anything like that in my dreams, they fairly normal, but just so fucking dramatic. I can't even imagine what it would have really been like if my life had been even close to that when I was actually eighteen.
In real world news, Billy has officially moved in with me and I might be featured in another art show. I have to meet with the person running it this weekend.