That's understandable. Just try to focus on your real life, the one that matters.
I don't think you'll like the dream Mikaelsons. I've only seen Bekah and Nik, and Katherine, which was...traumatic for me, I suppose.
Maybe one day, right? Get college out of the way. And it is good. Her father is still never really sure about me, but we get along well enough. I make Bekah happy and I take care of his granddaughter and that's what matters most.