Private I never know if I'm coming back from anything I go into, or not.
"Now", is it? Meaning you'll talk about it "later", hm? That means that I was right about something I said, and you're too uncomfortable to say what it is. And since I mentioned the dream business, I'm going to call this a big win for Ms. Wisdom.
Your entire point of not talking about it is moot and you should stop wasting time being evasive and simply fucking admit it.