We didn't ditch you Alec. Yes I stupidly didn't tell you when I went out there with Jace, it was a dumb move I admit that. But when you text Jace to say you were going to fight you told us to stay safe, you didn't know we were out there already. So what would have happened if you got hurt? You were alone, you went out there alone so don't try to tell me that you aren't okay with us risking our lives because you did.
We wanted you with us but you wouldn't come. I just...miss my big brother