I pretend it well enough, but I'm not so great at it. Besides, if I'm going to write him something, I want it to be very thought out. The sort of thing that takes months to perfect, because that's how it should be. But I also don't want to just write him something because that seems a cop out.
I am. It's my one anniversary, Valentine's Day. I've never gone in for relationships before. It's scarily out of my depth.