I admit I wish I had this back years ago. And I don't think many people can pull off an eyepatch.
I could use something other than rice to eat. I've been a lazy woman.
Private First things first, relax. Breathe. You can deal with the fallout of what happened after you do all that.
You're already emotionally compromised, the moment you care about someone you are. But that's not always a bad thing. But you can section if off so you're not worried about it while you're working. I can try and help, if you want