1. I never said you weirded me out. I just said I was weirded out. I don't like thinking about the shit that goes on in my dreams. It's shit, and most days I have a hard enough time trying to decide which life is actually worse this one or that but then it basically comes down to...
2. Cas is my husband. I love him. A lot. Y'know. Enough to marry him and be okay with all his weird shit because he's okay with all mine. Together me and him got a lotta baggage, honey. This post was seriously just me being excited about being able to actually see a part of him that I thought I was never going to be able to. I'm allowed to be happy about that. Just like I'm allowed to be planning holidays. With my husband. I don't know what you or your old man have to do with that, and I don't know what any "sight" has to do with anything. I don't care about any of that. I care about him. Bottom line.
3. Cas' brothers weird the shit out of me. You got heaven's most adorable angel popping in and out and making doe eyes at Lucifer, and I ain't got a problem with Lucifer at all because he's a good guy and y'know maybe...maybe the kid's right when he starts babbling on about crap that that's Lucifer but it's not the Lucifer that him and Cas know. I don't know. I don't understand half the shit that falls out of his mouth, and I can't even actually appreciate his music because I regularly pass the fuck out when he plays. Gabriel I threatened to kill the first time I met him. I probably would have actually fired if he'd kept pissing me off. Nobody said anything glittered or was even friggen gold plated.
4. Angels are dicks.
5. No but really, Angels are dicks. We all know angels are dicks, but I gotta say that I'm pretty okay with the three and a half I got around me right now. But at the end of the day, none of the rest of the host of heaven or the hordes of hell or all the other weird goddamn stuff in the world matters because
6. Castiel is my husband and I love him.
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7. I've seen some super weird fucked up shit in my dreams, Tess. Super weird. And maybe a while ago I might've been okay with knowing what might be happening but at this point? Not so much. Nothing personal. Nothing against you or your old man. I just point blank do not want to know, because I don't want to know how much worse it's going to get. I've been paying attention. Nothing in my dreams ends happy. It all ends bloody and tragic, and I'll be lucky if I end up back in Hell at the end of it, but I'm pretty sure I'm just going to end up alone. No hard feelings. Not mad. Just leveling with you.