I'm strangely not at all nervous about sitting for an actual orchestra audition, well, perhaps not strangely. I suppose angelhood goes a long way towards bolstering confidence.
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Do you think it's fair of me to? Audition, I mean. I know I've worked most of my whole life at being a good musician, but sometimes I think that these powers might just be cheating and that by having them, by virtue of simply being me, I don't deserve to play in an orchestra professionally. Or even semi-professionally. It'd be like the Flash running track for the Olympics or something. Well, perhaps not as severe, but still, I worry that pure human talent might be overlooked in favour of what...what had been originally human talent and hard work bolstered by divine ability unrequested and unexpectedly.