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I have the right to change my mind, and I never promised you anything to begin with.
Consider it changed irrevocably. You can't even be bothered to read the words I actually write to you, or you'd have the answers to your questions already.
I am completely mistaken about ever being able to speak to you again. Please leave me alone and lose my phone number. I'll speak to Faiza about finding a new doctor so that she doesn't have to deal with being placed in such an awkward situation.