Emma Frost is tired of trying to be good (ice_queen) wrote in valarnet,
Father
In the dreams things begin differently for Scott and I. When we met he was married to Jean. They were having a rough patch, and I wanted to help him regain the things he'd lost. Jean wouldn't attend therapy with him, so I saw him alone.
We never did anything physical, mind you. Not for lack of trying on my part. We did. . . well, I know you've thought about sex, and so has mom. So sometimes we thought about sex with each other. Jean found out. To a telepath the mental can be very real, sometimes more real. It didn't end well.
Then Jean died in a similar manner to her death here. After her funeral I spoke to Scott. He seemed like he was about to leave. I asked him to stay. We kissed, and he stayed.
For some reason I feel guilty about it. I don't know why. I knew it had happened, abstractly. I knew we'd had the affair, that we'd been caught. I just didn't know how it ended.