Obi-Wan is aging surprisingly well (obi1) wrote in valarnet,
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Over the last week or so, I have been contemplating if it was time I tried to make contact with you, one way or another. Now, you've reached out to me, and I didn't question if I should respond or not. The honest truth, however, is that I am struggling with a great deal of anger when I think of you, anger that has at times felt unacceptable and even dangerous, but exists nonetheless. I can't banish it, even though I thought I had forgiven you. Perhaps I had only excused you. So now that you're here, the word that keeps coming to mind is closure. Yes, I would like to speak with you. As soon as you're able. I feel that I am at a standstill with myself.