Courfeyrac Doesn't Need Your Stinking Participle (the_centre) wrote in valarnet, @ 2013-07-08 04:07:00 |
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Current mood: | calm |
Entry tags: | arya stark, cesare borgia, courfeyrac, eleventh doctor, sister jude martin |
If I have learned one thing this week, it's that faith's really, really hard to hang onto and maintain. It's worth it, but it can be hard when you feel like everything is falling apart and you have almost nothing to cling to, and barely know where you are at any point in time. I spent some time in mental 1830's land while still being here, and I've got to say that made the whole thing scarier and even let a few things slip while I was in between myself and other me and I might have mentioned something I didn't mean to tell people about me because I was freaking out about everything but... the thing is...
Hanging on to that faith, or having other people, like Jehan and Enjolras, and Arya and Alyssa, and Judy and everybody else who I was told had asked about me or was praying for me helping to give ME faith when I needed it most, and the miracle of Gavroche waking up again...
It makes hanging on to that faith, or finding it again, that much better, and that much easier to work with in the end.
Thank you all for the support and love, and...good luck against the zombies? I have stitches in my lip and I"m not equipped to handle those guys with an epee so I'll leave the fighting to those of you who CAN do it, but if you need anything like food runs, etc, or a couch to crash on, I'm pretty sure I can at least provide you that. And prayers that they're gone soon.
I love this network and how willing you are to support all of us. It really feels like it's another family. Thanks everybody.