In your case, it is different, the state of being pregnant and you will make for a good parent. I would most certainly not. I am too unbalanced and the past continues to... I could not raise a child in that, though I find someone who could. That is why, for me, it would be a mistake. I could not do it. ...And obviously, biology as well.
I just...I would like to forget. And unhampered by economics, a different situation is created is it not?