[Private toTali]
Since she can't see this, I can be real for a second.
When the thought of not seeing them, just for a day, makes you hurt. When you realize that as hard and long and (I swear this isn't leading up to a penis joke) difficult things get, it's going to be worth it to see her smile at you.
So in short, when you know you're completely screwed and don't care at all.
And shoot, this mushy stuff isn't my thing anyway.